Oh this is the worse thing that could ever happen to anyone. This tramp, not a woman never cared even after she was told. I personally believe she has no soul or conscious.
Ok how do I begin…I got up one morning June 9th 2014. My husband told me he was going to the lake with work buddies. I said oh how neat. Hope yall have fun be careful. I went to work. I had texted him throughout the day….not usual for us at all. He didn’t text back but “he was at the lake”. I get home about 4pm. My parents came into town. We have dinner and then they leave around 8:45pm. Now mind you I have not heard one word from my husband. At 9pm I call him, obviously worried. He calls back and tells me he isn’t coming home. I am floored. I say you mean you’re coming home later…..he says no. I say….after I breathe DEEPLY….. (because somehow I knew at that point)….WHO ARE YOU WITH…ARE YOU WITH A GIRL???????? He pauses and then says yes. I start to FUME. Then cry. Then a horrid feeling comes over me. I tell him….You can’t do this. You are a coward. You make sick. I am so ashamed. I hang up on him. Then this saddening hurt runs through my body. A strange sensation darts across my mind….my thoughts are scattered. I call my parents, they turn around and come back (they call my siblings). I start screaming through my tears. Throwing everything around, really just tearing up the house. I am a very organized person, thrashing around is not something I do. Well I made an absolute mess. Everyone shows up. I’m a basket case. I have now called him back yelling what, I can’t remember but it was along the lines of how nauseated he made me and I expected more from him. Unbelievable. Of course there was no sleep that night I send him an email telling him how deep he has cut my heart and that I was in complete shock. The next morning I was numb and just sad. He was my best friend. I was numb. He finally calls me and wants to talk. I didn’t think he would want to so had already called my lawyer. But my husband says please no we should talk. I agreed. I’m not sure why but I agreed. We talked that evening and cried a lot. We made up. He told me he only ever loved me. I was now in shock. Wasn’t sure I was hearing him correctly. He told me he would tell her it was over…..I believed him. That was at the beginning of a work week. By Friday evening we decided to go out. We stopped at a gas station, he went in I stayed in the car. Then it happened….his phone went off. I thought it was one of the kids. It wasn’t. It was her….”I cant wait to put my feet on your chest as you slide your cock in me” I was numb all over quickly texted back FUCK OFF. Threw his phone over to the door. Think she may have gotten the message. He gets in and says who was that? I just looked at him with tears in my eyes, hurt beating through me. He knew. How could she, who is this person, what kind of person does this, how can anyone live with themselves knowing that they are involved with a married man? I remembered her name.
The next day he goes to work. I get SMART. I pull up the cell phone bill….Block her from calling and texting, both ways. Bitch. I was mad. How dare her. Dont mess with me….I then start to look her up….I had written down her name when i got home. So that was a no brainer. Got her address….sad the little house she lived in and her husband’s name and his number. So I text her a polite text telling her to back off or else. I then decide to make that phone call to her husband. He was in shock. I explained what had happened. I told him I was sorry. I also ended with asking him to please have his wife quit texting and calling my husband. She needed to realize that he didn’t ever care or love her. My husband wasn’t up for rent. I wanted it to end NOW. He tells me: THIS HAS HAPPENED BEFORE….. What, come again did he say BEFORE. He apologized. It didn’t help. I move on through my day, thinking it will stop. It didnt. She was horrid. She spent the whole month of July calling him at work. He was gone. His co-workers thought it was me. Im sure they thought I was crazy. Not fair. When he got back in Aug he meets her again. I didn’t know this but found out because he butt dialed me at the beginning of Sept. I listen to 9 minutes of conversation to find out he has given her money back in aug. I yell through the phone at him. I hear her say oh shit and my husband say the same thing. I race home. I beat him home. He gets there. I just stare at him. He sits down. I say well is there something you want to tell me. He says no not really. I say really because I heard you on the phone for 9 minutes. You were with her again. And you gave her money….what the hell. OMG!!! He breaks down, falls to the floor crying…I’m so, so sorry. Now mind you we have been going through hell fire all this time. Crying at night. Him telling me he was wrong. And how sorry he is. He doesn’t deserve me. Blah blah blah. I’m just crying a lot and all the time.
Ok again I send her another email telling her to back off please. My husband tells me that…. I need to quit emailing her and bothering them. Oh yea…I’m in shock, what???? Now this is a white trash slut has texted my husband explicit crap and called over 60 times and emailed. …god you don’t wanna know… I send her 2 texts to back off and I’m harassing them. Bullshit!!! I say why are you taking her side. You have problems. From the beginning you never called this off. Here’s the thing don’t tell me what to do. Your piece of shit white trash whore needs to quit harassing us. How about that. And the next time you want to think about screwing some white trash let me know I will drive you up & down (removed) street. Unbelievable. Yea to top it off she looks BAD….hung up rode hard. Way–way different than me. I thought she would have been prettier than me. That’s the part that really cut. She was butt ugly. Ok so we go on this great trip that had been planned. We decide to focus on each other more. We have a fabulous time. We get back and this crazy slut gets ahold of him again. Are you ready for this….to tell him she has cancer of the asshole. Karma sucks is what I tell him. Now I never wish ill on others but I said I hope she dies. What stage? He tells me stage 3…I say oh goodie we can count down the days till we are rid of her. Dont think I don’t check the obituaries all the time!!! Cancer my ass. Whatever!!! So after this argument I say You never did end it, did you? You were the one who was making contact too. It wasn’t all her. He says yes. And that he’s sorry again. OMG I’m a glutton for punishment. At this point I deserve the pain because I don’t just leave him. I guess I will in the end because I don’t think he really wants to be with me. I think he is looking for a way out. I think he was hoping I would leave at some point. I have always believed in marriage through thick and thin. I am starting to think there is no such thing. I have never felt so alone or so unworthy. I know this is my journey and that I must travel along until I figure out what is best. I am shocked to know that so many people do this. I am shocked to hear that any woman could actually live with herself after doing something so horrid to another woman. It just shows that she never cared about anyone. Wow….just wow.
Now it’s been very quiet so it either means it’s stopped or they have gotten real good at hiding. I have become a paranoid crazy person without letting on to my husband. It isnt fair I did everything right. I loved him. I never lie. I would never hurt him. I now sit around and think, think about everything. Wonder to myself if….and when….
And yall watch out….IT’S HAPPENED BEFORE!!!!
Numb in San Antonio
